N0b0dy but y0u...

its 3am  now n yet i have nt sleep..haish..dunnoe wat am i thinking..frm just wtching youtube..hannah montana season 3 n miley cyrus on tyra banks show frm part 1 -6...haha siowkan..2mrw goin out...

ma feelings nw r clueless...
i msg u ..u did nt reply..bgs arh
kip it up...
wat is missing with tat apology?
i;ve done ma part as a fren ..is up to u ok...
n i miss u ..

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THNKS!

sorry guys..i will nt be updating much on this journal tat much now...as i will b more updating on ma new blog...hehe
if u wanna noe..pls ask frm me ...thnk u!

                                           
a very hepi 20th birthday to ma DEAr Lily Erianty..may all ur wishes n drims cum true...!





hmm so ya just came bck frm S.V...its been a way2 too long tk lepak ngn sophie n kamal...haha...they said they r supposed to cncel their jogging but ended up they went jgk so ya while they jog i went to buy drinks for them n ciggie...haha mklumlah si kamal nk msuk ns kan 12 June..tekong...haha all e besh bro!!erm..kamal is damn funny ..the way he talk n stuff...haha n he tease said rmbt kental for rebnding...pfft nnti ku tk kasi pinjam topi topman ku aru tau...we talked abt the boys like issyah faruq yg dh lame menghlg as they dh sebok ngn dorg nye bike...boys will be boys...n sophie ask me to tag along tis cumin thurs to go homeclub..so ya we'll c..n fucking irrits with all the lipas flying wriggling around..i kept terperanjat n pekik out of no where..thnks to nunu..she scream i oso terjoin..but i missed SVC..brr..haha so ya tmrw will be temaning nadia most probably..for hilmi's surprise birthday..hmm tis year btol nye byk birthday surprises gy2 kan...hahaks...n guess wat padehal planning nk buat cookies tday since tk kua ended up tk buat lagi...asyik delay jek..sorry sis..
n ya i guess this is it jeklah penat lak kan...n tis few days it was fucking hot...bape kali mandi pun tktau...

just came bck from nana hommiE..haha..at last...gt to mit ma darls...althgh i ve been m.i.a jap for a 2 pathetic days...bt then
u guys r still ma sunshine... :)met nana n nad at 142...around 8+...talk nonsence u noe i noelah kan (kening naik2)
ur hand is ma hand...memandai jekkan si nad...beh just a few mins after nad have to go off...so ya left me n nana...she teman me go sweetalk as i was craving for it..(yummylicious!)then off to blok 141 ...have a gd nice chat n sambil on9...bt die nye connection was like
wat the fuck sei..punye lah lagging...freaking bingit then i just shut it off...give a few mins break then on9 back...
n ashraf was msging me asking wat am i doin n stuff as he was enjoyin his night cycling wif his new classmates,,,
gd for u lah dude!!n guess wat?the china laundry guy i was talking abt on ma previous entry was
actuallie ashraf!!WTH!!feel like smacking on his head sia..i almost  maki this "china" guy...grr then otp wif hym ...we nvr talk this long sei
eventhgh we r classmates for 2 years...soon after tat we had confrence lak ngn this BLUR wandi...which i cnnt frget so the slenge
he go n pekik ash nye name wen i kol ..he thinks its automatic tros join the calls...slenge kan?!!haha so much abt tat..
just nw wen i was goin home taking the taxi..this taxi driver was talking abt human nature ...wat is human nature..if i cn ans tat i wud nt pay tat fare...in ma dreams lah i cn ans tat..he said wat human nids inlife is...HAPPINESS,TYME N MONEY...he xplains to me one by one..ask hw old m i?do i have a boyfren?then wat is love to me...woh ...mcm dgr syarahan jap...wat he said was quite true...u dun love a man blindly..u must noe wether tat guy u love...does he loves u?does he take care of u?..a girl nids a man if nt they will be lonely...a girl nids 2 love
n the two love is..i love me n i love u...:S...hmm sumhow sumwhere i guess i undrstnd wat he is trying to said though...
hmm i wonder is nana doing ryte now..??otp shud b kan??n to syam i was nt stoning eh....nie tunggu kwn ko...smp tk jadi...
n dun  frget u owe me ...!!(still dunnoe lah wat i wan..up to u lah..nk kasi pape2...)

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so sitting at home for the whole day...n i cnt denied i miss u guys...
erm..i noe ma lesbo prtner is missing me...n mish u too arsehole!!
erm u guys miting up eh sok at bb??if yesh maebe perhaps i cud cum dwn
pape i beep u guys?...
and guess wat a laudry man just called me asking me to collect a stupid unifrm at this laundry n he tght i was his clerk?wth!!n this fucking china man ..i kept repeating i dunnoe who the hell is mr lim ..mseh degil jgk..ku pang kan bru tau!grr
n to u...i woonder wen wud u just tell me u goin on 12 june huh...u act bdh2 i more gonna act bodoh2...asl lah nk kip secret2...

hey just came back home...from attica...haha last min thingy so i just went...
im doing a soul searching ..i planning to chnge for the better...
as in phm2 jelah...hope so..insyallah..nvm slowly dyeuh!
ouh god i just tahan just from drinking..just nw...fuuh thnks god i 've made it...
nw im waiting for ma eyes to be shut...n i wan the photos!!

if u guys reading this...u will nt  b able to get me this few days or, weeks..even...im sorry for nt answering ur kol or msg...watever it is...im nt angry wif u...so dun werry...

hey woh its been 4 days i guess i have nt updated ma journal...hahaks...been bz a lil..bz lah sgt dyeuh..
bz ape pun tktau...so ya cos thurs i help nadia wif her nenek...cos nnk  wanted to go home beh tkde org nk
angkat bnde2 die so ya n her nnk IS SUPERCUTE!....kul 7 dh bgn..tat is ma frst tyme since the hols strt i nvr woke up tat early..hahaks..so met nadia at limbang bustp then gy umah mkcik die ...then naik teksi go taman jurong..then antar nnk go doctor then we
go n eat at fork n spoon..then alek jap umah nnk ...get a rest...then skali ma 3rd bro msg
me asking where am
i as he nid ma help to teman ma sis in  law go gynae...gy ntuc b4 proceed to bb.
.to buy groceries for nnk then off to naik teksi go bb...adelah org dh rush2 smpi tye ma sis in law..
she dun wanna go lak...gatalkan...so ya nvm..nad teman me all the way slacking kat umah kak linda...haha..watch
selamat pagy cinta...then teman nad go threading buy food sume...
im so mad2 at ma bro..u noe y?
cos he nye kaki dhlah ade besi kan...sengaje langgar org ngn besi die...dh kaki luke...eventhgh its small but yet...grr...
lagik nk bhasekan org buat kan dressing...pft!!so ya...waited ma special fren to cum over since die boring n wanted to wtch hannah montana...then soon after ma bro n fams jln go to his in law house ma lesbo prtner n syam came...hehe
ape lagik kecoh jap tu umah dgn 5 ekor nie...ketawe2..haha...so ya
hmm tmrw meeting nana go bugis for a while...
then tues  got super duper plan which i planned..i hope the hensem boy will be free so we
cn surprised hym for his advnced birthday...haha !!hope it will go smoothly!!*winks*

guess wat i ve been sitting at home the whole day...fill like rotting...actuallie dhnk kua go vivo ...but suddenly i feel tk sdp bdn..so yah i took a nap..so srry guys have to cncel mitin u guys...so ya...tmrw wats the plan?errr...wanna go out bt i dunnoe who tk ajk..so tgklah mcm ne...wORST TO WORST apelagik go bb arh...rot at there...lagik pun yeah ma lesbo prtner will be back by tmrw!!!but of cos i wont ask her to jmpe lah...org tu penat2 bru alek..tkkan nk suruh jmpe...hahaks...so thurs..have to teman nadia go antar nnk die alek..then maebe mitin afro wif huda regarding the job...if i dun fill like goin then i will mit nana i guess...i fill like plying BOWLING!!!its been a while i have nt played it..so ya i gt sumtyn to tell nana abt a surprise birthday plan for her sisterhood!!i bet u gonna think lain ryte ...but watever it is...ma niat is baik nt becos of wat...becos just wanna make hym feel hepi since he gt probs ryte...tat is MY MAIN REASON NT BECOS TRYING TO PIKAT HYM OR ANITIN OK...GET TAT INTO UR HEAD PPLE!!*PEACE*

woh now im damn freaking bored!!wanna go vivo or nt?mcm mls pun ade...wahliao cn die sia..
i NID ma freaking lesbo prtner
!!cpat lah alik!!i wanna go play bwling...

hmm...so ya just gt back just nw around 12+...from bb..dari umah kak linda ...met ma special fren..for a while...after tat...
talk for a while..playing around wif walkie talkie...haha like mad pple like tat kat bwh blok buat gy2...ya i realise its hard 4u
since u dun have ur
darling to bring u  aniwhere...i undrstnd sgt ur feeling...hope u will get it soon..aites...
so yah tmrw most prob syafilla will be cumin to ma crib for a while...wed i dunnoe nk kua gy ne...n thrs i have to teman ma
dear nadia antar  nnk die...n pls tell ur nnk tkyah nk kasi upah..its ok...erm...nana is nt around ma lesbo partner...
aiya so bored...cepat alek lah!!!gy KL jek...kalau gynie pun ku nklari lah...hehe nk lari mane jek...batam?haha
n btw congrats to ma darl sheesyah as u gt a newborn niece...

k2 back to wat i wanna write...hmm it seems i felt very weird wif u...isst becos we have
nt met each other for a long tyme as wat we used to or wat...or am i chnging for the worst or better?ergh...kip thinking abt it...wah...or issit becos of sum misundrstanding or ma period ?
waduh....help me?!!

ENjoy It!

haha so yah...just cme back form sentosa!!altgh it was raining for a while...it stopped!!dpt jgk naik skyride n luge!!!just cnnt frget
the incident of wat i did wen i was wif ma 6 jahanams for the first tyme i ride tat luge...it was supposed to wait for each other bt i
oweadie left them ...haha...this wan oso kind of leftthem..i was the frst 2nd was ain just behind me n lastly huda...lek die jek...die ngn own werl die...
bt the funny part i cnt frget was...ain!!!she kept like screaming wen we was on the skyride...she kip holding ma hand as she was scred...
wenit get higher n higher...memg rase the fear bt ut was a nice scenery....criously...wat abt me n huda?!!we r nt screaming bt we scred our
slippers will drop anytime kt pokok...haha bt we've made it...so b4 goin senosa..we wentto pastamania..belated birthday present from huda
was treating me...haha so i orderd prawn aglio..ain ordered marinara n huda was having ma alll tyme fav.. tat was creamy chicken...hehe..after the ride...we went to this bora bora bar like tat kat pahlawan beach....chill2 mkn ice cream ...n waiting for ain's Hubby..
then chill jap then off to vivo...i just wanna check it out sumtyn..which maebe i cn buy...wallet bt ntah lah eh cnnt make decision...hehe then wento adidas shop n saw huda's frens...adib.nizam,rai,uyul,safuan n izwan...haha i was so paisey tat i let them go frst then i go...haha
after tat ape lagik we belah took 963...
n now im sttuck at home dunnoe wat to do ...alone alone at home...without ma family...

n tmrw guess mitin ma kak sdre,,,hmmm

so just went back from bb..lepaks wif ma lesbo partner sape lagik kalau bkn NANA!!hahaks...to think abt it just nw ape kite bebual kan kelaka...haha cn't imagine if tat it is actually happen...teslh kai....so ya went out @ 2+ to mit ma darl sheesyah at jp...to walk around then we headed to haagen daaz to have ice cream...so i had rasberry cool...while sheesyah had her brownie with ice cream...erm then we jalan2...then i went off to harris bookstore to buy these book titled WHY MEN LOVE BITCHES...gt it wee!!beh around 5+ off to bb to fetch nana frm her blok to go mkn...wen otw so skunk...so ya just buat bdh without sying hi nt even a smile...dunnoe y lah eh...so ya he was otw for a delivery ...so i just cntinue to walk ...suddenly wen i turned saw the bike was beside me ...so ya talked for a while...then cntinue ma journey to fetch nana...beh go mcd to have our dinner ...i blanje her...bought two double cheese burger with medium fries n 1 milo n green tea...haha...played ma laptop for awhile then off to 141 to lepak n chills...tok biaselah nonsence2..then open ma lappy as i wanna show nana the jeff dunham video...haha ACHMed the deaqd terrorist...kelaka siak...so tok2 till 11.35 gytu theni send nana to  bwh blok n off i took the taxi...

n yeah tmrw will be celebrating ma belated brthday wif ma close fren ..ain n huda...hahaks...
@ sentosa...hmm dh lame nk gy sentosa ...
nk gy skunk hmm...ntah bilernye nk gy kan..haha nvm frget it...

2mrw n sun will be alone at home...woh!!ma family will be goin melaka liao...sob2...
 

haha...tis is the onli pic i steal from lily's blog...hehe sorry lily!!hmm so yah ysterday went out wif nunu,nana,syam n lily to celebrate ma birthday since skunk canceled the goin out as for some reason....(im sorry)hmm so yah firstly i met ain as she wanted to gave me present
so i met her @ j.e while waiting for syam n nana...hmm she gave me  a set of esprit life perfume set ...which cum wif a shower gel...thnks ain!!then we off to zam zam to have our late lunch ...
lily n nunu came late so around 6+ they arrive n joined us at zam zam...after eating we went to mozi cafe to sheesyah....tats wen we played true or dare game but this no dare oni true...so ya all the personal things they asked..haha...so funny...while plying tat ...tybe2..they sang me
a birthday song..n i turned i saw a cake with candles...i was shock n speechless....i just dunnoe wat to say...then after tat we took photo...n thnks to nana for stepping nk taste the cream
padehal nk saboh ku kan...ku tk bdhlah nana...dh mate ku lemak bercream...n pdn muke ko ...kene alik ngn ku ....hahahaha...serve u ryte...after we ate the cake..ordered some sandwiches..
.around 10+ we went off to esplanade...chill2 at there...till aroun 2315hrs..nunu went off to tke taxi to go n play her lan game...so me lily nana n syam styed till around 2345hrs...so i went off wif
lily...she give a hell ride of home...hehe i didnt mean it was reallie hell...since i long tyme tk naik motor..tgn pun cramp pegang tank n ma butt...as lily's bike sit was nt joined tgether...hmm.
.so ya..followed her to mit her darl...then lily said everytime the one who teman aku jmpe darl ku eshty ko eh qia?...haha oh well ntah eh lily ..agknye ku memg muke teman ko gy jmpe
darl ko tk...haha...ya so i arrived bwh blok around 1+am...thnks lily for giving me ride...
so ya..I WUD REALLIE LIKE TO THNKED TO THOSE WHO HAVE SMS,KOL N NT FRGETTING SYAM,NUNU.NANA.LILY FOR GIVING TAT SURPRISED....LUV U ALL!!MUACKS...

So tmrw maebe miting kak nurwati (ma previous bed 27 ward 41)patient at jp...i
f jadi lah if nt i will proceed to BB to mit nana n nad...hehe...supposed to go melaka
on sat sun but i wont be following ...so ya...will b alone..yeah!as sat ma close fren
ain n huda have booked me to go out with them which  i oso dunnoe where to go oso..
n yesh i have deposit ma GPA cheque ...wee so ya next week...

so ya tat was some of the pic we took at marina barrage!!haha we went to marina barrage to celebrate jill's birthday!!haha he was blushing n touched wen he saw us doing small picnic for hym...hehekss...he said no one celbrate his birthday like this b4...heheks...aww...so ya we ate ...laughing ...camwhoring
!!!we were enjoying the day...hehe..talk abt dulu SVC...ouh god damn it i mish those days....haish nvm...yeah n now is ma birthday
weee!!!....so gonna mit ma dear 6Js tmrw with haiqal n syam...heheks...;)...since this dearly NAZRIN!!!canceled the plan tat he wants to bring me out...ergh!!!due to this reason...nvm n im sorry for blowing ma tops at u cos i mtelling u i've had enuf...everybdy has limit k...ku lepas tgn ngn ko...skrg ko nk uat pape2 uat lah...ku dh tk kuase nk ambekkesah...its enuf...all i cn say i dun wann to quarrel wif u i just wanna have an enjoyable n peaceful birthday...so ya..im nt being unreasonable...but i just had enuf lah eh...SORRY!

i wud like to say thnks alot to all a frens who sent me msges n even sum kol me...thnks alots guys!!much appreciate it!!!!

n to jill n nunu...thnks for making ma day!!!

so just backhome...from twn to eating at yishun then lastly to seletar reservoir....
woh i really like tat  place...peace...windy...just liek at the yseaside...haish..
.b4 tat went to town as ma mum tk abes2 nk carik beh die...grr...so she bght this
one bag kat fair at the thailand embassy...then off yo lucky plaza to buy ma dad perfume...asked hym to buy the CK summmer perfume bt then at last she bght this bapak2 nye perfume..ARAMIS..
.fuuh bau die nt nice...bt nvm as long ma dad hepi lah kn...then ape lagik i  bought mine too!!!
ESCADA moon sparkle...hehe ma 2 nd birthday prezen from ma dad...heheks...
1st was $100 frm hym...hahaks n guess wat!!!i gt the letter from ite liao to tke ma GPA(gd progress award)yeah!!at last eh!!!mcm tau2 jek ma birthday is cumin...here cum MA $300...wee...im so fuckin hepi!!!so ya nunu planned to have a gathering tis wed which is ma brthday...weee!!!bt onli cn go in the evening...haha cos as i must teman ma bro for his appointment at ttsh...so the pple which planned to ajak..haiqal,fatt,syam,skunk,n the  jahanamz..maebe hilmi jgklah...haha...k2 ig2g....

 

 

hey...see these pic up here...tats how madness we had just now...on 25th march....haha
...nielah kalau dh ade cam...habes arh...ambek gmbr bdh2...*kwang2*..frst in the
morning had to go bb to buuy cake as ma bro asked me to..then styed at his house till around 5+..planning to go wcp kan...canceled since atinton wants to jalan2...
then we went of to twn...tght miting jill since he asked ysterday but i
msg hym dh too late sgt...he finish werk @ 6...i msg hym dh 6+...lagik pun ma fault cos i tld hym im ntgoin twn cos planned to go wcp mah beh tk jadi lagikpun hujan kan...haha sorry jill!!!
back to this...so bought ma dad a polar blackforest cake...hahaks...didnt get to eat as i dun
wan to lah easy said...hmm so we went off to twn alighted at lido then off to far east ...window shoppin...then to wisma...lastly to istana park...where this pic kite ambek...boredZZzzz mah ...
beh dh ade cam tk ambek gmbr lagik baik we camwhore aites??hmm so ya this fri the 6 jahanams will have mit ups...!!!wee!!but i heard khalisah cnnt make it but eventually i just saw her at twn
just nw wif her mum n kak die...shopping kan??!!!hmm..so ya counting...6MORE days to go...
cnnt wait next tues outing wif jill n nunu...as wat the birthday boy request ...nt goin sentosa
but marina barrage...ouh k lah...i g2g...penats liao...

 

hmm nth to do i post again lah...hmm tght i cud slip late like i owaes been..but tnite i have to slip early...nid to go bb tmrw surprised ma dad with a birthday cake..hahaks...ma bro lah nie kan...i like his secretary sia now...hmmm nvm....then have to ask atinton to teman me SO MITING HER AT bb mrt  around 11.40..isnt tat warly..ouh gosh...then after tat we cn go wcp k...n jill called me jap tadi..n he asked if free to go mit die kat tmpt keje die....c frst lah all i noe i text u oweadie...if tk menyusahkan...mit me at wcp aites...hmm if nt mit u on next tues...haha n aniways...HEPI BIRTHDAY TO MA DADDY,NEPHEW AZIQ N MA DARLING NUNU !!!.....